Dropped my daughter off at school this morning and she didn't want to leave the car. She was almost in tears. I spent all weekend with the children but it just doesn't seem to be enough. I am finding this harder and harder to deal with. Especially when the two oldest are having another birthday and I don't know where the time has gone. I have worked almost every day of their lives.



I think the wait until referral is for SURE to be over a year. I am heartbroken. After this last adoption I wanted to change to a more kid oriented household. Not that it isn't already.. but the strict guidlines to adopt from China seem to be getting more and more stringent. I can't change anything about my financial or business life. I can't even move or anything. Can I wait 2 years to change things to the way I want them?