Thursday, July 27, 2006

The hardest thing ever..............

As my children get older this goal gets almost impossible. I am seriously thinking of quiting my job and starting the business I have all planned out. Being my own boss- I can’t get all mean and nasty for having my kid or kids with me.

So…. therefore I CAN find peace in being a working mother by having my children with me after school. I am truly looking forward to this.

People say that your kids’ childhood goes by so fast. Take it from me- it certainly does. In the blink of an eye my son is his own person. He doesn’t really need me for anything. Love- I can just love him and hopefully guide him as he needs it- he wants more time with his dad now and it is hard to face that the “mommy need” is a thing of the past.

Don’t get me wrong, I know he will always love me and need my support for things but the total hands on every hour of the day stuff is over.

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